On 19th July 2011, I suffered a subarachnoid haemorrhage after a rupture of a cerebral aneurysm. I spent 8 weeks in Royal Hallamshire hospital in ITU and HDU. I was transferred to the Northern General Hospital, Osborn 4 Neuro-rehabilitation ward for a further 7 months. I was unable to talk, walk and had weakness on my right side after a stroke. In February 2012, after a procedure called a Shunt, I began to walk & talk. These are my daily activities, memories and thoughts.....enjoy :)
I woke up this morning and it was snowing again, the sight in my eyes were whiter than white.
Katie turned up for me at lunch time; 12:30pm, she was taking me along to Ashgate Hospice.
I was going into the charity shop to practice my skills here with other volunteers; I do try!
I passed on my skills and I have been invited to help with them as a Volunteer.
I felt great to help and assist with them for the Ashgate Hospice Charity.
I volunteered for an hour and I was knackered and needed a seat and a wee coffee! Ahhhhh!
I got home for a rest, a well deserved rest.
Humour:
Later, I watched the lovely Bruce Willis,
Is he here to save the world!
Today is not a good day to die!
On Valentines Day, Die Hard!
I carried on watching The One Show:- everyone talks more these days about disabilities.
I've allowed so many hiccups in life pass me by and never thought about it.
Now it changes!
I'll try to arrange pictures better on my Blob!
I'm trying to keep my brain in my head!
I'm locking all the loose things in my head!
Hee, Hee, Hee!!!
Did I decorate this skull hat..................................!!!
I have No Idea.....................................................!!!
It's quite sad to be able to know where you are and what happens, but really, you know nothing and find it frustrating to allow the brain to accept all these words being said.
It's curious!
You know all that happens but you just know nothing?
The Temptations & Bruce Willis
All singing together, it was a good night on the telly.
Then it was Kung Foo Fighting.
Panda's come into my life soon.
Strange!
The Neurocare Charity Newsletter was the first
thing that got my story on a travel adventure.
I hope that I did a good job of writing my Cover Story for the Issue 1 Newsletter 2013.
My main concern was to make Emma proud of me! I'm truley Gobsmacked!
The Derbyshire Times had my story too!
Then the Sheffield Telegraph Newspaper took a dance with me on the dancefloor on the 7th February 2013.
It's still snowing, where did the Spring hide!
I met Sonya at the Supercuts for a little trim, any type of heavyness on the weight in the length of the hair is irritating for me. Maybe I should shave it all off!!! Not!!!
It was lovely spending the time with Adrian, we did giggle alot it was wonderful.
The guys in MeadowFresh were introduced to Adrian by me, I like to introduce all my new friends to my kindofa nephew, Janiece and Davids nephew.
I said to the guys, "I'm sure I can do something here!" (Hey, I'm kidding, but they might get worried! I'm Scottish!)
I can't turn the pictures around here and can't write on the left side of the page when the pictures are here, need more education!
Don't believe in the HYPE!!!
I went to The Headway North Derbyshire meeting, it's good to talk between us all, exhilarating!
Mark Marky, put a comment on FaceBook for me, THANX MARK MARKY. Facebook
Calling you lot from Salou Soul family! You all remember Pauline Quinn
bopping around on the stage, doing back flips and climbing up the side
of the hotel Jaime in her spider woman costume? For those that dont know
Pauline she suffered a brain haemorrhage some time back and basically
she was "written off" but she fought back and came to Salou for the
first time and had a great time. Now Pauline is going to walk the
5km around the Rother Valley Park on Sunday the 21st of April 2013 in
aid of Neurocare who helped her back on her feet. Please support!!
What can I say.......................................................................................GOBSMACKED!!!
SATURDAY 23rd FEBRUARY 2013
It's "Kissing the Ball "
The pictures are not playing with me! Darn it!!! The camera behaves worse than the phone camera!!!
I went to the 10pin Bowling with HEADWAY North-Derbyshire.
We all work TOGETHER it's so much fun!
I will get the pictures here sooner than later OK. ;-)
FUZZY!
And Fuzzy again!!
And, Yet again Fuzzy!!!
Hoorah! It's kind-of-a-OK!!!!
The pictures are playing about with my patience, they won't do what I want them to DO!!!!!!!!!!!
My Brain is caught in a Tornado!
My world is spinning around, am I in KANSAS!!!
"No, Chesterfield !" that's my home talking to me.
Imagination story telly, Oops! (story telling) can be fun, maybe I shall write something and use my brain.
Inspector Pauline and her Broken Brain
I could be a detective?
Interesting!
How far shall my imagination travel!
I wonder!!!
LOST IN MY BRAIN !!!
Matt
Monday 25th February
My health.
Just before this month ends, I had trouble breathing, trying to lace up my shoes! BUMMER!
Something so simple, but so hard for me.
I use the Spire as the heart of Chesterfield, my focus for North, South, East and West.
Tuesday 26th February
I woke up at 05:30am.
I was disorientated.
I had numbness in my left fingers ends.
I had tightness in the skin on my right leg.
I couldn't get back to sleep after I eventually made it through my disorientation to the loo.
I Panicked!
I sent a text to Janiece and Sue Gibbons from Leonard Cheshire Disability, I text them both about what was happening to me, my door was knocked at just after 8am. My surprise was Sue Gibbons!
As soon as she recieved my text, she just threw clothes on straight away and made it as fast as she could to be there for me by my side.
I called the Surgery staight away at 8am, and managed to get an appointment for 09:30am.
I walked out of the surgery with a whole new bundle of problems, my doctor had said that I am "ANXIOUS" and "DEPRESSED" with my family ................................................WOW!
Well, Oh well, Oh well, Oh well!
WHAT A SUPER DUPER FEBRUARY!
Janiece and Ade
A nice end to my month, a good nights sleep is needed! Goodnight All.
How many times do I have to say this:- "This is my quicky, quick, quick catch up on the Blob!"
GULP!!!
As little words just now till I catch up!
JANUARY 2013
Terry Jennings text me:-
"Thanx Pauline, have read your text to Matt.
All the best to you and your family."
Waited at my new home for my new funiture to arrive.
I watched the TV whilst I made a coffee and looked at the red spots on the skull.......scary!
As I made my cuppa, I sat down and all I could hear was Jack, Uni and York?
I sat down for 2 or 3 minutes then it finished.
Just like that..........................Bummer!
I needed to find out!
I was Vague not Vogue.
I went through all my memories with such a laugh.
Paul Jennings sent me a text:-
"Hello Pauline, just with Matt and this message is from him to you:-
"Hope you are keeping well. Love Matt X :-)" this is what Matt spelt out all the best Paul"
I was chuffed at this mention for me from Matt Jennings.
I then looked at my little pottery pieces, I made these pottery pieces as I was trying to get better, they were quite good compared to the mess that my head was in.
I waved to myself with a giggle.
Went to bed early that night..................Goodnight!
I started to call my old contacts from my cleaning company, Bizzy Beez. I had quite a few chats and had a lovely conversation with Murray Findlay, the owner of McLean, Buchanan and Wilson in Govan, Glasgow. I had been looking for one of his employers but there was no joy.
We did giggle about me being invited to their X-Mas Party, I'm not their employee but I did get invited!
I decided to write:-
Dear Mr Patel,
I ended up 26minutes for my drugs,
will that embalance my body?
All my love Pauline Quinn
Now, this is me talking now........ I'm thinking, is this 26minutes late or early to 8am! Phewwww!
I do shock myself at times???
Writings in the diary that you are dealing with 6 months down the lane is a bit mashy.
I watched a lot of TV that day, there was a glider pilot at 14yrs old flying, WOW!
Norman Abae NBA star he will help to save the hospitals.
Spoke to Dee on 107FM Tom Aitken, Love the music!
Bed time.
07:15 Sunday 6th January 2013
Now, a Physcological Teacher says that people can lose so much memory. Hmmmmmm!
Today was the first day that I went on my own to the shop up a hill. Phewwwwww! Knackered!
30 mins to get from A to B, needed an afternoon nap; 1hr 12 mins. Cor Blimey!
Monday 7th January 2013
Shall I read today?
I shall find out about the Astro Brain Tumour Fund.
Tuesday 8th January 2013
KKKkkkkkatie arrived for me today.
The Royal Legion Charity arrived for me. Lovely people with furniture for me, Thank You All. XXX
David Bowie is 66yrs old, Ziggy Zardust. Happy Birthday Bowie XXX
People think "WHY"
Wednesday 9th January 2013
I went to the 10 pin bowling with Headway North Derbyshire.
I had a good evening.
Thursday 10th January 2013
I watched the Look North TV.
All you need to do is to watch the Telly and see what happens in the world around us!
Further down the line:-
I had a haircut and Janiece arrived with some wires to assemble the cooker.
I had spoken to Guy Robertson, I used to work for him some time ago.
Then my brother Brian called me.
Life can be very strange after a Brain Injury, my diary says people just give up on you!
Sunday 20th
Terry called me and mentioned that Matt wants to help with Neurocare Charity and that he has started his sponsors: KACHINGGGggggggg.
Monday 21st
Its Matt Jennings 21st Birthday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MATT JENNINGS.
Tuesday 22nd
Todays visitors that I had were WPC Janis Naylor and PC Steve Bircumshaw then the lovely Photographer Paul Tonge. They were kind enough to sponsor me for Neurocare Charity <3
I then went for a volunteer position at Ashgate Hospice.
I was going to plant some bulbs but the snow arrived when I woke up. Bummer!
When is the snow going to stop!
David and Goliath; he will get him back for the weather.
Do you remember the Dundee Kangaroo or was it the Kangaroo Dundee!
A BIG MONDAY!
Monday 28th January 2013
This was my first day of my new medication.
Drugs Man! Giggle!
Different colours, shape and gloss of the tablet coating!!!
Maybe this could have been the problem in my weight gain........Hmmmmmmmmm!
I'm still watching every ounce that has creeped or crept upon me!
My Cover Story for the Neurocare Charity Issue had been sent to Emma Douglas via Janiece.
Well I was surprised when I recieved a call from ;st ELLEN BEARDMORE The Star News Reporter
The story so far was from Emma Douglas at Neurocare Charity, she told me that she had passed my story off to a professional, to read it, a News Reporter! GULP!
Emma said that the reporter would wish to interview me after reading my cover story. Cor Blimey!
A short while later my phone rang, as I answered I knew roughly who it was.............Here goes!
Ellen asked me all the right questions for her and I answered them all, I felt that she was just making sure that I was the right person who I'm supposed to be. Then Ellen asked more personal questions, so I asked her to stop there. We then giggled as I said about the interview and she said "That's it! The interview is over!"
WoW! I said that I was going to organise my hair, make-up, nails, choose a dress, my BLING, bake a cake for her and see her face and shake her hand.
As we were abandoning our laughter she left me with her contact number; just incase!
Ellen told me that my interview would be in the Star newspaper on Saturday, I'll look forward to it.
What a great day I had.
What I've decided for this month.................My pills are SMELLY!!!
Thursday 31st January
I've swam 10 lengths today, of the breadth not the proper length, my lengths.
Ellen Beardmore called me and she said that she will be interviewing Mr Patel at 1pm.
OMG, I was Ssoooooo excited that he will talk about ME!!!!
GULP!!!
Ellen then said to me that I wont be in the paper on Saturday as she has too many words for me but I would be in the paper on Monday. I had told her that I thought that there was too many stories that need to be told and that I would wait until the world was quieter for my story to be used.
Bed!
FEBRUARY 2013
Friday 1st of February; a good start to the month!
My door went first thing in the morning, I got a shock as I was delivered an envelope from the lovely WPC Janis Naylor and PC Steve Bircumshaw. My eyes popped out as I seen that I recieved double the money from them for my sponsorship for Neurocare Charity. Way to go you two!!! I'm flabbergasted!
I went to the Surgery to see my Dr, who then sponsored me for Neurocare Charity.
I went into town and went to Meadow Fresh Butchers.
These lovely boys have become good friends now.
John, Richard, Nigel and Joseph the young man.
They have all sponsored me with the biggest smile.
I thought.........Maybe I should do an odd shift behind the counter!
Only kidding!
I had a lovely steak pie for my dinner, thanx Meadow Fresh Chesterfield.
What a great day I've had!
WHAT A GOOD DAY!
I went to start my practice walking around Rother Valley Park for Neurocare Charity.
As usual, when I finished my walk a coffee was needed at the Cafe in Rother Valley Park.
Thanx to Rother Valley Park Cafe.
This was the sunniest day ever! Though it was snowing, it was four seasons in one day, did the climate know how to react.................!
It was now Monday the fourth of February, as I was finishing my lunch, Janiece turned up and placed The Star Newspaper on the table in front of me, I cried and cried and cried, and cried and cried.
My emotions went all over the shop!
For me to actually see my story in a real newspaper in black and white and see the Headlines:-
"I WAS LOCKED IN MY OWN BODY FOR 9MONTHS"
by ELLEN BEARDMORE
News Reporter
I couldn't believe what was happening; my brain was jumping all over the place. Me; two pages, crumbs!
On the second page it was my "HERO"
My hero is my Neurosurgeon Mr Umang Patel.
Mr Umang Patel is the Consultant Neurosurgeon at the Royal Hallamshire Hospital in Sheffield and he's been here for the last 10 years, I'm so pleased that he was still here to help me come back home. ALIVE!
This is Mr Patels words to The Star Newspaper:-
"He was in a dillema after my Stroke and he never expected such a dramatic recovery from me. He thought that the operation was worth a chance" http://www.thestar.co.uk/community/chesterfield-woman-was-locked-in-her-own-body-for-9-months-1-5378
Chesterfield woman was locked in her own body for 9 months
by ELLEN BEARDMORE
News Reporter
A WOMAN has spoken of her miracle recovery
after a sudden bleed on the brain left her ‘locked’ inside her own body –
for nine months.
Pauline Quinn, aged 49, could not walk, talk or
communicate other than using her eyes – and underwent three major
operations – after suffering a type of stroke caused by bleeding in the
brain.
Her distraught family never expected her to recover fully
after months with little improvement, and had even begun looking for
residential homes with special equipment.
But when a shunt was
tried, placed in Pauline’s body to drain brain fluid and relieve the
pressure in her skull, it had such a dramatic effect that she was up and
talking just three days later.
The former Sheffield hotel worker said: “It is a miracle I am still here.
“When I first spoke in hospital I asked my sister ‘what the hell happened to me? Have I been here two or three weeks?’
“She took the biggest gulp and said ‘I’m sorry Pauline, you’ve been here nine months’.
“I couldn’t believe it had happened to me.”
Pauline’s sudden subarachnoid brain haemorrhage was caused by a ruptured aneurysm, a bulge in a blood vessel.
She had begun to feel unwell the night before, vomiting and staggering, and could not get up the next day.
Her
time in hospital passed in a blur of disorientation, months she
describes as being in a ‘black tunnel’ or ‘on my own planet’.
Even
consultant neurosurgeon Umang Patel did not expect her to make such a
dramatic improvement from the shunt and was cautious about her future
prognosis.
Her sister Janiece Wallace, from Killamarsh, who had
found Pauline unresponsive at her home, said: “Pauline’s recovery is the
most amazing thing ever.
“It is a second life and she now just loves every minute of the day.
“She’s still recovering, but she is 100 times better than we ever expected.”
Pauline,
formerly of Killamarsh and now living in Chesterfield, has written an
online blog about her experiences to raise awareness of brain injury.
She
is also taking part in Sheffield charity Neurocare’s 5km fundraising
run in April to raise cash for lifesaving neurosurgical equipment at the
city’s Royal Hallamshire Hospital, and is supported by Derbyshire head
injury charity Headway.
She said: “I have to make the most of every day.
“I will do what I can to help everybody else because it is a terrible place to be, locked in your own body.”
To read Pauline’s blog, visit www.paulinesblob.blogspot.co.uk
A woman who was trapped inside
her own body for nine months after a brain haemorrhage has made a
remarkable recovery in just three days. Pauline Quinn, 49, couldn't walk, talk or feed herself.She
was so unresponsive that plans were being made to move her to a
residential home after doctors said there was nothing more they could
do. After three major
operations, a last attempt to drain the fluid from Ms Quinn's brain was
successful - and doctors were left stunned when she was up and talking
after just three days.
Pauline Quinn was unresponsive for nine months after she suffered a brain haemorrhage. She is now able to paint again
Pauline in hospital: She started to respond again after brain fluid was drained by a shunt
Her sister, Janiece Wallace, said: 'It was heart breaking to see her lying there. She couldn't do anything for herself. 'I
had to brush her teeth for her and she was fed through a tube. I would
talk to her and although she would move her eyes, there was just no one
there. 'We thought she was going to be like that forever and there was nothing more we could do for her. 'Now there's just no stopping her! It's her second chance at life and she is so much stronger than she ever was before.'
Ms Wallace, 51, found her sister in bed almost 24 hours later and raised the alarm. Ms Quinn was rushed to Chesterfield Royal Hospital on July 20, 2011. Ms Wallace said: 'I had no idea what was going on, she was mumbling gibberish and not making any sense. 'It was almost like she was in a trance.' Doctors told the family that they had never seen anything like this before and that Ms Quinn was incredibly lucky to be alive. She had suffered a sudden subarachnoid brain haemorrhage cause by a ruptured aneurysm - a bulge in a blood vessel.Surgeons
clipped her anuerysm to make it smaller two days after she was admitted
and she had a bone flap temporarily removed in a craniotomy on July 23.
Pauline with her neurosurgeon Umang Patel who gave her a new lease of life
Sisters: Pauline with Janiece (l) before she was rushed to hospital. And today after she emerged from her vegetative state
Four months later in November Ms Quinnhad part of her skull replaced by a metal plate to relieve pressure on her brain. By
this point her distraught family had given up hope of her recovering
after seeing little improvement and had started looking for residential
homes. Then on February 4,
2012 doctors put a shunt into Ms Quinn's brain to drain extra fluid from
her skull. When she came around she shocked them and her family by
starting to talk. Ms Wallace said: 'I walked through the door and she said "Hi Janiece, how are you doing?". 'I felt like I had been hit by a bus, I couldn't believe it.' But Ms Quinn slipped back into a vegetative state shortly after.
Getting fit: Pauline is going to run a 5K for Neurocare
After four weeks on the high
dependency unit surgeons concluded there was little hope of Ms Quinn
recovering. But as a final attempt, consultant neurosurgeon Umang Patel
put a shunt into Pauline's body to drain the brain fluid again. Just three days later she stunned her doctors by talking and trying to get out of bed. Ms
Wallace said: 'She had gone from being a person who could comb her hair
or brush her teeth, to saying "Get off my bed Janiece, I need to go to
the toilet!". 'She came to and she explained to me that she knew she was in hospital. She thought she had been there for a couple of weeks. 'I had to tell her she had been there for nine months. She couldn't believe it! 'It
has given her a totally new lease of life. She wakes up every morning,
points at herself in the mirror and says 'you are beautiful!'.' It
took Pauline another two months to learn to walk again, but she now
enjoys cooking and painting and is training for a 5k run to raise money
for Sheffield charity,Neurocare.
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I
used to work in a neurosurgery ward as a ward clerk up until last
October. This story is amazing, miracles do happen. Also neurosurgeons
and neuro nurses are FANTASTIC!!! plus the occupational therapist and
physios. They really are super heroes and very modest. I love the
outcome of this story.
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Jeanne
,
Barnes, United Kingdom,
06/2/2013 00:03
this
is why we should not have liverpool care pathway in our hospitals ...
this lady has proved not all is lost if doctors continue to preserve
life rather than take the easy option and let someone die .... well done
pauline your story gives us all hope xxx
my
mother suffered the same hemorrhage back in 2011. She was treated in
Haywards Heath. I have previously been negative towards the NHS due to
long waiting times for appointments etc, but the care my mum received
was beyond fantastic! There aren't enough words of gratitude I could
give to the vast number of team members who looked after her, and us.
They were always there to help us, answer any questions, and be a
shoulder to cry on. I know first hand hiw difficult it is to help
someone recover from this, and I wish this lady all the best for the
future, and a lifetime of health and happiness!
How
wonderful to hear some very happy news for a change, and great that her
surgeon, Umang Patel didn't give up hope on her. It just shows, we
never know what the future holds, and we should make the most of each
precious day. I wish Pauline and her family many happy years together.
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Jimmy
,
Addlestone, United Kingdom,
05/2/2013 13:01
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This has AMAZED ME! I'm totally GOBSMACKED! Les, from Perth in Australia; I'm having an adventure in 2nd life, you are so true!
Jeanne from Barnes, you have brought forward my amazing miracle which I truly thank you!
Malcolm from Burton-On-Trent and Jimmy from Addlestone, they love the happy news from my journey that I have had but most importantly that Mr Patel never gave up on me; he is my miracle.
Goingcrazy in Hastings has given gratitude to all who helped him with his mother; what she went through.
Rio from Chelmsford, Essex, Meg from York even Kruikshanks as far as Qatar, a happy story boosts the brain and also the heart to pull yourself forward in your 2nd life. THANK YOU ALL
I thank you ALL who commented on the Mail Online even the people who clicked on your words in your comments towards me.
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